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A letter,
written with care 🤍

Something I needed you to read

Hey,
Komal.

There's a letter here. Just for you.

Flowers

For you, before you read this.

From the heart  —  With honesty

Hey Komal, it's been a while. I just felt like reaching out today and check in and see how you've been doing. I really hope things have been a little easier for you lately.

I've had so much on my mind these past weeks — honestly, no matter what I was doing, my mind somehow kept circling back to you.

But I didn't want to reach out and add to what you were already carrying. I knew you needed space. So I stepped back, even when it was really hard, even when all I wanted was to just be there for you. But you always mattered more than my urge to talk to you.

I know whatever happened and how hard it must have been for you. I know it shakes everything. Your instincts. Your ability to trust. Your belief in people. And none of that is fair.

And I get it if you're scared. I get it if a part of you wants to keep everyone at a distance right now. You don't have to explain that to anyone, least of all me.

But Komal, please don't lose faith. I know it's hard right now, and I understand why. But don't let anyone's wrongs become the reason you stop believing in something real.

And yes, I know trust isn't something that comes easily right now, and I don't expect you to force anything.

All I can say is my intentions for you were always pure yaar. I cared about you, your happiness, your little things, your peace of mind in the most genuine way I knew how and was always excited about you.

Putting in effort for you and showing up for you everytime has been my favorite thing, and it always will be.
And the thought of hurting you in any way has never crossed my mind, not even in my worst thoughts and it never will.

So I guess, I'm not someone who would give you reasons to doubt, I'd rather be someone you can feel steady and safe around.

Okay, I think I should stop here. This is starting to sound like a pitch. 😊

But anyway, I just wanted to reach out to you today and let you know that I'm still here, still care about you, a lot, probably more than anything else in my life right now. And I really really hope you're doing mentally better than before.

And if you are in a better mental space right now,
all I'm asking is for a chance to talk to you once yaar.
Not to put you under any emotional stress —
But I still just don't wanna leave this unsaid.
Of everything, losing you still scares me the most.
And I'm hating this fact — but honestly,
I did nothing wrong to lose you like this.
So if you can — just one chance.
To find our way back.
Let's talk again, with the famous idea of yours —
"Jo hoga, dekha jayega."
You once asked me 'why you', and I gave you my answer that day. I meant every word I said. And if anything, I mean it even more now.
You'll always be a big deal for me.
One Chance,
Please 🤍
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No pressure. No rush.
I'm here, always.
Thanks for bearing with me this far.
I guess I’ll rest my case now, Your Honour.😄